LOL so the song ACTUALLY starts at like 1:10.
Sorry, you know how remixes be:p

♥

Anonymous #8

Don't think it won't hurt to

watch you leave me behind.

How long they choose to love you...
will never be your decison.
-Akeem.

in second grade, I remember wishing that I would grow up faster.

now, i would do anything to go back.

so dance dance

like it's the last last

night of your life life.

 

-URSHER.

f&i,

Some say the world will end in fire,
  Some say in ice.
  From what I've tasted of desire
  I hold with those who favor fire.
  But if it had to perish twice,
  I think I know enough of hate
  To know that for destruction ice
  Is also great
  And would suffice. 

"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like, astronauts, president... or in my case, a princess. When we were ten, they asked again. We answered, a rock star, cowboy, or in my case, a gold medalist. But now that we're grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how about this. Who the hell knows? This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions; this is a time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. Fall in love... a lot. Major in philosophy, because there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind, and change it again, because nothing's permanent. So, make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask what we want to be, we won't have to guess... we'll know."

--Surprisingly...from Eclipse:)

‎11:11 is a lucky time you know. This must be a prettee lucky note.

You want your independance
But you wont let me let you go
You wanna test the waters
And leave it on the empty shores
You think that you're the sun
The whole world revolves around you
The center of attention
And everything is drawn to you
I will wait a lifetime
And I would wait for you
But I'll take my time if you want to
And I'll give you what ever you need
And I'll wait a lifetime to give it to you
Give in to you 

Ya, it was pretty lucky.

God is in the houses

and God is in my head.

Anonymous #7

People tell me that I'm an amazing guy.

What they don't know is that

I'm falling into this fictional world that I can't seem to get out of.

And it scares me to death. 

*Boom...CLAP*

I'm feeling such a vacancy, I don't feel whole 

Wish I could put my finger on it but I don't know what it is
I looked in every place I could see
Tried to find the missing part of me

I can't explain this feeling 

I'm in a dark room in a bad position
I'm looking for the light to restore my vision

'Cause I'm walking blind, I keep falling down, I can't find my way
I can't explain this feeling
Feels like I'm leaving something behind
Can't think straight, something's on my mind
Can't pay attention 'cause I'm all so broke
Can't find the words 'cause they've all been spoke
The answer's gonna be right in my face

What am I gonna do to fill this empty space

Feels like I'm on the wrong journey going in circles
And I ain't even going nowhere
I'm lost in the middle of nowhere
Something is missing
Can't somebody help me?
Something is missing
I'm missing a part of me
Something is missing
Show me what it is
Show me what's missing
Missing

and I know exactly what it is.

All I want out of life is to find myself.

But the truth is, I don't know what I'm looking for or where to start.

FCK.

I should not have read that.
Who am I kidding, of COURSE I shud've.

Damn you Christian Lintan.

:)

Well!

that's a bummer.

cityLove♥

I tell everyone

I smile, just because.

I can't remember how I found....

my way before you came around.

I never liked this apple much.

"And I can't remember life before your name"

-JM.

I just can't be bothered anymore.

SO FRIGGIN TRUE. WOW white people, LMAO.

“Better to be known as a sinner than a hypocrite.”

Next time, don't throw stones when you live in a glass house.

Thank you, you know who you aree.

42 daiz.

43 daiz.

Choose right.
If you think about the consequences of doing wrong, it shouldn't be that hard...

...now should it?

We ALWAYS say we wanna do right

so how come we ALWAYS choose wrong?

Try again.

And the verdict's in!

It's impossible.
It's impossible to love you,
if you don't let me know what you're feeling.
It's impossible

for me to give you what you need,
If you're always hidin' from me.
I don't know what hurt you.
I just, I wanna make it right.
Cause I'm sick and tired of trying to read your mind.
Impossible to make it easy.
If you always tryin' to make it so damn hard.
How can I, 

how can I give you all my love?

If you're always, always puttin' up your guard.
This is not a circus,
Don't you play me for a clown.
How long can emotions keep on goin' up and down?
It's impossible.

Oh it's impossible 

for me to love you this way.
It's impossible.

Oh it's impossible,
If your makin' it this way.

*Thank you JaneyDee♥*

Fuck it.

Sorry we all can't be perfect like you.

At least I'm big enough to admit I'm still a work in progress.
The only one that matters, knows that.
So, as long as I have him
And until I'm complete,
I'm going to keep trying no matter what anyone thinks.

sometimes, i wish i was a superhero

so someboadie could actually need me..

Thank You.

You called and You shouted

Broke through my deafness

Now I'm breathing in and breathing out

I'm alive again

You shattered my darkness

Washed away my blindness

Now I'm breathing in and breathing out

I'm alive again.

Anonymous #6

The one person I most want to tell everything to,

is the one i'm the most afraid will hate me if I do.

Anonymous #5

There's someone that I just can't get out of my head. Whenever I see them, they make my heart skip a beat. When we're not together, they're the only thing running through my thoughts. I'm not sure if I should just go for it, or let them slip away like all the others.

I tell everybody I don't believe in love,

and yet, that's all I want to do.

♥

Oh oh, whatta night:)

-*O.D rolls up*: So tell me why I have to pay to drive my own fucking van?!
[R&Me&Z DIE laughing]
-*me and E.diem discuss magnolia*
-We all missed the video's message except R.
-Z kept dissing up the vid while R got pissed:p
-HOH-HOH-HOHOHHH!
-E.sys likes the banana.
-E.sys tells J.mey about being a prostitute.
-E.sys's wife is gonna beat him, but she'll never touch his cash.
-YOU'RE WALKING! *gives finger*
-COMO ESTAS! Oh shit, a family!
-Girl can't reverse out of a parking spot at red rockets.
-white ppl huddle around my car.
-Me & V WIPEOUT running from STUPID ASS Z!
LMFAO
-I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME
-JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURN
-I'D BETTER FIND YOUR BUMHOLE!
-poop'd
-All in all, an AMAZING night:D

Thought:

How long can these emotions keep going up and down?

It's impossible for me to love you this way.

Trust in yourself.

Walk in the rain,
smell the flowers
stop along the way, 
build sandcastles,
go on field trips,
find out how things work
tell stories
say the magic words,
trust the universe.

I just wanted her to find happiness.

But now, I can't seem to find my own.

I am afraid that you'll soon realize that

you have more in common with anybody else in the world but me.

Anonymous #4

I am constantly questioning the path I've taken.
I always ask myself, "Would I be more happy if I'd..."

I'm worried that I'm going to focus too much on what could have been,

and miss out on what's really in front of me.

I'm not happy with you. I think it's more like comfort.

I'm too scared to take risks, so I hide in the comfort.

But that's what I love, the comfort...not you.

my first kiss went a little like this...

...and twist.

They Say:
What goes up must come down.
So, knowing you...
...I should probably grab a parachute.
 

Augustine♥

We watched the ships come in
from across the bay.
I watched your lips move in
wondering what to say.
That was good enough,
that was strong enough,
that was good enough for you.
Love is an ocean
caught in a storm.
Breaking down walls
and taking it's form.
The farthest from safety
but the closest I've come.
As we come undone...
..in Augustine.
We dangled our feet
over water from the wall.
I took your hand
ready for the fall.
I'd fall fast enough,
I'd fall hard enough,
I'd fall fast enough for you.
Don't say a word
I hope that you know.
There's truth in the way that we feel
the current is strong.
I'll never let go of you
we'd fall fast enough,
we'd fall hard enough,
we'd fall sure enough...

and never look back.

Be lost till you're found

and swim till you drown

just know, that we all fall down.

So love till you hate,

be strong till you break

but remember, we all fall down.

If ever your world starts crashing down...

whenever your world comes crashing down,

that's where you'll find me.

Against All Odds.

How can I just let you walk away and let you leave without a trace? When I'm standing taking every breath with you. You're the only one who really knew me...at all. How can you just walk away from me when all I can do is watch you leave? Cause we shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears, you're the only one who really knew me at all. I wish I could just make you turn around.  Turn around and see me cry! There's so much I need to say to you. There's so many reasons why. You're the only one who really knew me at all.

So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
If you're coming back to me it's against all odds,
And that's what I've got to face.

♥

Well it was just a dream
just a moment ago
I was up so high
looking down at the sky
don't let me fall.

 

 

That's My Nigga Right Thurr!

Happy 18th Birthday Nanshyy,

you are my best, and I couldn't have asked for a better one

Congratulations, you made it

♥

Don't worry, this will be a good thing for us.

It'll all work out perfectly in the end

and honestly,

I can't wait.

ROFLL

♥

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned,

so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

2 Corinthians 4:8-10

We are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed and broken. We are perplexed, but we don't give up and quit. We are hunted down, but God never abandons us. We get knocked down, but we get up again and keep going.

♥

If you succeeded at everything you would still be doing the same things over and over. Failure is a must in personal growth and change.

♥

We will overcome.

By the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimonies.

Everyone, overcome.

soon, we're all gonna realize that

this was just a game and we'll move on.

The world slows down

but my heart beats fast right now.

I know, this is the part

where "The End" starts.

I can't take it any longer.

I thought that we were stronger.

All we do is linger

slipping through our fingers.

I don't wanna try now

All that's left's goodbye to 

find a way that I can tell you...

I hate this part right here.

Wow, how funny is it that this song would come on today at work? I must've been the only one laughing! Cause just like that, it all came rushing back to me. I thank God that this song came on, s'pecially after the last week. Because it reminded me of what surrounded this song. The exact situation I was in, is what I'm in now again. So I will use this as a sign, to learn from my mistakes and not go down that road again. 

Thanks Jesus:) 

Greater words haven't been said to me all day, till this...

I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place, 

when they can fly anywhere on the Earth...

...then I ask myself the same question.

Anonymous #3

Sometimes,

I wish I could just stop, take a break from all the pressure,

and live life the way it should be lived.

Seems like we're bound by the laws of the same routine.

I hate the way I have to hide my feelings for the sake of other people. 

I hate how I have to pull myself back from getting close to you.

I hate how I'm forced to mask my feelings for you

even if it's to stop my best friend from hurting, and leaving me all alone.

--JD

I promise♥

To my good friend Joe:

Are you really that surprised?
Haha, why though? You should've seen this coming! You know what...you're soft. Your soooooooooo soft. So maybe, what you need to do, is become a little more harder? A little more tougher maybe? Nahh, def a little more careless. Yah that's the word, you care tooooo much. And you allow these emotions that you are feeling at the moment to get the best of you. Then look where you're stuck..here, again. Like haven't you had enough of feeling this way?

"No matter how I think we grow

you always seem to let me know

it ain't working.

And when I'd try to walk away

you'd hurt yourself to make me stay

this is crazy"

It is! Like that is you two in a nut-shell, man! Like it's soooo crazy! How do you do that to eachother?! Or better yet, how could someone honestly do that to another person?? That's so hurtful! Poor you, like when you try joe, they always turn around and do or say something to make you say. I swear they know what they're doing. Just like when you let go finally this time, they'll pull they're shit But nuh-uh, you'll be ready this time. You know, you of all people should've seen this coming. You know, no offence, but I don't even feel sorry for you. You were doing so good! What happened? I don't get it, you were so care-free about it. It felt good didn't it? To let-it-go? Days would pass and you wouldn't even talk or even throw a line out. And then, you start to notice things are feeling weird again, so you put yourself out there, again. And here we arreee, back to square one. I should say something, if I may? Here it is, it's a little tough love..You need to let..them..go. Enough is enough. Whether you see eachother or not, let it be done. Whether you talk or not, let-it-be-done. Stop making the first moves, that's your problem. Always chasing, stop! For once, let them chase YOU! You deserve it don't you? For putting this much time and effort into this? Don't you deserve a quick, "hey i was just thinkin about ya, whats' up?" No? That's sad, don't you think? Kinda pathetic too. You keep forgetting that Madea thing, to let folks go? Go watch it again, and try not to forget it this time, k? I only tell you this because I love you. Remember that quote you've been trying to live by?

"Sometimes, it's best to forget how you feel

& remember what you deserve"

You are allowing your emotions to get the best of you again. Don't let them. Your mind is telling you so much right now to try to confuse your heart, but don't you let it. Look at the facts, and your heart will show you the rest. I don't like seeing you like this, it breaks my heart cause you don't deserve it.

Let.them.go. I know you think that the worst feeling, is being forgotten about, by someone you will never forget, but you've gotta be strong. Life is going to push you around, and it's going to beat you up, and it's going to scare you. But one day you're gonna realize that you're not just a survivor, you're a warrior. You know Joe, some people say that sometimes, you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go not because you stopped caring for them, but to see if they care enough to come back. But honestly, how many times have you tried that? Sure they've come back, but only for what they want from you, than they leave. Leave you feeling like this. Well, to those people, I say, some say holding on is what makes you strong. But sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on. But you know what, don't run from this joe, because it only stays with you longer, TRUST ME, lol. If you fight however, it only makes you stronger. 

You know what the best part is though? I think it's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen. But its'even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want. Well, babe, it's not everything you want that you need. Haha, I remember soo longer ago when we'd talk, you told me one day when I was going through something just like this, 

"Never make someone your priority

when all you are to them

is an option."

Haha, remember that? Well, here it is buddy! Don't you like how that comes back at you in the face? Haha, ok I'm sorry:) But no, for real, you gotta let it go bud. Giving up, doesn't always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. Cause anyone can give up, hun. It's like the easiest thing to do. But to hold it together when everyone would understand if you fell apart, now that's true strength babe. You know me Joe, you're preaching to the choir. I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me too, and i've accepted way less that I deserve. But Joe, you will learn from your bad choices and even though there are some thing you can never get back and people who will never really be sorry, you'll know better next time and you won't settle for anything less. Oh, I also love it when you know that you need to let go, but you can't because it's like you're waiting for the impossible to happen? Yes? Yes I know babe, BUT once again (shitt, i didn't even know it was this late, i've gotta get to bed)

there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn, like you did tonight and people we just can't live without, but have to let go. Joe, babe, I love you and I need you to do something for me k? No matter, what "they" throw at you, see through it Joe. See the truth, that it won't happen. You've tried bestfriend, so many times! Like I wanna friggin come down there and be like, are you fucking blind??! But, honestly, if it was meant to be, would it hurt this much? I don't think it's supposed to, and I know you've gotta work for them, but honestly, you're like putting in overtime, lol. So, I want you to promise me something, OH YAH, promise, heeehee. I want you to promise me, that today is the last day you will ever feel like this for this person, k?

I love you best friend, and I just don't want you to hurt like this. You deserve better, k?

I love you, 

your best friend 

JD (I know, none of your friends really know me, but I like to remain anonymous;)

(ps, i like this blogging business. We get to share so much through our blogs:) Good thing I was on your blog, I knew exactly who you were talking about, but ya. Don't sms me tomorrow, i'll be out all day. But do me a favor? If you promise, than write it as your title so when I come back to your blog tomorrow like I usually do, I'll see it, k?)

Love you again!

Spend life with who makes you happy.
Not who you have to Impress.

There's so much to figure out!

Just because someone doensn't

 love you the way you want them to,

doensn't mean they don't love you

 with everything they have.

--Unknown

Moment of honesty. Someone's gotta take the lead tonight...

...who's it gonna be?

NONE

of your scars can make me love you less.

I

was

right.
(Cough, notice the head on stomach)
lmaoooo lurrve you:)

I can't resist...

because you've taken my ♥

143 Years Later

♥

Dreams..frig.

I can't believe I kissed you.

could this even be real

or just exist in my mind?