8/23/10

Basically, what we have here...
...is a dreamer. Someone totally out of touch with reality.
It's never too late to be who you might have been.
--George Eliot.

--P.Sawyer


At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes....

...all you need is one.

I have NO idea what this means, but it intrigues me...

always the more beautiful answer,
who asks a more beautiful question.
"What lingered after them was not life,
but the most trivial list of mundane facts:
a clock ticking on a wall, a room dim at
noon, and the outrageousness of
a human being thinking only of himself."
ohhhh nina,
I could make you happy.
Not vampires:)

UGH♥

8/22/10

NYC♥

Wild Horses♥


My thoughts tend to sound better in books I didn't write, and in the songs I didn't sing. Even then, sometimes there is no piece of literature, no song, no work of art that can really explain the way you feel. There is a double-edge comfort in knowing that no one really knows.

Anonymous #11

You should've opened your eyes,
I was crazy for you.
there is no such thing as love at first sight.
if it never happened to you, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

FML.

One suicide victim who committed suicide by jumping from the Golden Gate Bridge left behind a note saying: "I'm going to walk to the bridge. If one person smiles at me on the way, I will not jump."
My head says,
"who cares?"
but than my heart whispers, 
"you do, stupid..."
Sometimes, the journey is more important than the destination.
I need change, I can't stand it here any longer. I need to get away, and find myself.
To clear my mind and clear my heart.

I miss the past,

and I'm happy it's coming back.
Don’t let yourself feel
like there’s nothing remaining,
even if it’s true.


Some days, I wish I could talk to you.
But I can't, because whenever I do,
I'm reminded of what can never be.

8/19/10

Dear Marco,


I remember how you always wanted to have my babies. I remember how you would always think you were bigger, better, and blacker than myself. I remember us always teasing nancy together..don't worry that'll never end. I remember us always picking on many people. I remember you always being my partner in fitness class. Man, these are some of the things I will never forget. I wish I could've known you a litte better, just to know who the REAL marco was. I envy those who were able too. I will take your passing as a sign not to take the people we have in our lives for granted. For they could be here one day, and gone the next night. I thank you for coming into my life and making it a little brighter and a little happier. And I thank God that one day soon, I will be able to see you once again.


So instead of goodbye, let's use...see you later marco. Love ya, and i'll miss ya:)

Gone too Soon...(substitute marco's name for michael jackson's)

8/16/10

f o u r t e e n  d a y s.

8/14/10

:)

Life is Shit.

Monsters exist. They live inside ordinary people.
and sometimes...they win.

AMEN.

What's wrong with this picture?

I hate the fact that you say you miss me 
but you never do anything about it.

I hate the fact that I say I miss you
and I bend over backwards to prove it.
I'm not going to be one of those people who sits around talking about what they're gonna do. I'm just going to do it. Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you'll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.
i don't want to do this anymore.
s i x t e e n  d a y s.

8/13/10

s e v e n t e e n  d a y s.

8/12/10

8/11/10

n i n e t e e n  d a y s.

:)

Understand when they say forget it.
Wait forever when they say just a minute
Stay by their side, when they say leave me alone.
& listen for hours when they cry on the phone.
It's those times when we go so crazy, people think we're high.
The times we make each other laugh until we cry.
All the inside jokes and those "remember when's"
That's the reason why I call you my best friend.


Anonymous #10

Have you ever fallen in love, but knew they didn't care? Have you ever felt like crying but you knew you'd get nowhere? Have you ever watched them walk away...not wanting them to go? And whispered "I love you" softly...not wanting them to know? You cried all night in misery and almost went insane. There's nothing in this world that causes so much pain. If I could choose between life and death, I think I'd rather die. Love is fun, but hurts too much and the price you pay is high. So I say, don't fall in love, you'll be hurt before it's through. You see my friend I ought to know, I fell in love with you.

"The best memories are the ones you try to explain but in the end...you just say...
you had to be there.
PLEASE don't gamble with my emotions...
..you may just lose everything.

8/9/10

Maybe my heart didn't really skip
a beat,
and maybe the twinkle in your
eye was just the sun
relflecting weird,
and maybe the feeling in my
stomach was just
not having enough
for breakfast.
And maybe I just thought it
was love...

That's some reaaal sht.

there will always be a 'lie' in believe.
an 'over' in lover.
and an 'end' in friends.
"Don't cry because it's over.
Smile, because it happened."
you have to 'be'
before you can 'do'
and 'do'
before you can 'have'.
Maybe
when you wake up
the world will be a
better place.

The world has always been our's for the taking.
But we were just too scared to do anything about it.
Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.

may your dreams defy gravity;
seeing you keeps my world spinning.
t w e n t y - o n e  d a y s.

8/8/10

fcuk, i'm gonna miss cineplex:(

HA, cockblock:)
ILLUMINATI!
Gahhh:(
HOH-OHHH...ISABELLAA

LMAO, zoomed in makes it look like sht.
nts, don't zoom in on camera phones.
Got it.

:)

Wow.

I just had thee most weirdest thought.
I was just listening to the song below, THE BEAUTIFUL EXCHANGE, LISTEN TO IT NOW IF YOU LOVE JESUS..anywhoo.
And it hit me, I want God to take me from this world.
I know right, pretty blunt.
No but for real, I am sooo tired of this shit place.
I'm tired of hurting people, i'm tired of people hurting me.
I just wanna be with Jesus. At least I know with him there is never hurt, just love...ALWAYS love.
But honestly, I hope he comes soon.
I know I probably won't be ready when he comes, but at least he'll be able to look at my heart and see that I'm just a work in progress, but my love for him is real.
So Jesus, ready or not.....please come♥

Oh my gahhhhh'd, i'm dying over here♥



I can conquer the world with one hand
as long as you are holding the other.
Next time you think of beautiful things
don't forget to count yourself in.

8/6/10

I think it's amazing 
how there are billions
of stars out there.
but it only takes one
person to outshine 
every one of them.

8/3/10

t w e n t y - e i g h t  d a y s.

8/2/10

But, it was just a dream....just a moment ago.

and now it's over..

 it's only in your dreams.

Anonymous #9

I over-think everything.
From how long it takes you to text back
to what the song lyrics in your status mean to you.
It worries me how much I like you.
It worries me that you don't like me as much as
like 
you.
I'm losing my appetite and losing sleep.
I stay up all night thinking of perfect scenarios.
You make me happier than I ever thought I could be.
And also more scared than I ever thought I could be.
If you're reading this, could you somehow in your own way, 
tell me that everything is going to be okay?

thanks,

mxdemotions.

Ahhg,
t w e n t y  -  n i n e  d a y s.
Though nothing will keep us together....
we could steal time, just for one day.
Love lifts us up where we belong.
Where eagles fly, on a mountain high.
Love makes us act like we are fools.
Throw our lives away, for one happy day.

you crazy fool....
I won't give into you.

Oh don't worry, I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY.

Dayum You.

ROFL. Got to love him.

I need a new love.

isn't it amazing how a person who was once just a stranger,
suddenly meant the world to you?

& at that moment, I knew I was out of hope.


One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you just can't utter.

I do care.

& he says he doesn't care;;
but the look in his eyes;;
says otherwise.