10/21/10


--Thanks A.T.P.
:)
Take a breath,
Take it deep. 
'Calm yourself', He says to me
If you play, you play for keeps. 
Take the gun and count to three.
Im sweating now,
Moving slow,
No time to think. My turn to go
Say a prayer to yourself
He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here - means he's never lost 
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say good-bye
But its too late to think of the value of my life.


You can see my heart beating.
Oh, You can see it through my chest.
I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no
know that I must pass this test.
 

So, just pull the trigger.

10/19/10

"For now, can we leave tomorrow to tomorrow and just have this?"

smallville♥
While walking I heard an old man say,
"I've been in love with the same women for almost 50 years."
I was touched but then he said, "I wish she knew."

Integrity
is doing the right thing when no one is watching.
OurEyesArePlacedInFront
BecauseItsMoreImportant
ToLookAheadThanToLookBack.
"I don't want to sit around 
and hope good things will
happen. I want to make
them happen....I want
to be in control of my own destiny."
--D.Barrymore.

Girl im in love with you, this ain't the honeymoon
We're past the infatuation phase.
Right in the thick of love, at times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday.
I know I misbehaved and you made your mistakes.
And we both still got room left to grow.
And though love sometimes hurts, I still put you first.
And we'll make this thing work, but I think we should take it slow.
This ain't a movie there's no fairy tale conclusion.
It gets more confusing everyday.
Sometimes it's heaven sent then we head back to hell again.
We kiss then we make up on the way.
I hang up you call, we rise and we fall.
And we feel like just walking away.
As our love advances, we take second chances.
Though it's not a fantasy I still want you to stay.
Maybe we'll live and learn.
Maybe we'll crash and burn.
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return.
Maybe another fight.
Maybe we won't survive.
But maybe we'll grow, we never know baby you and I.

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

This time we'll take it slow

10/18/10




It's Mr.Steal yo girrl.....click?
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
I was thinking 'bout her.
thinking 'bout me.
Thinking 'bout us.
Where we gon' be
Opened my eyes,


but it was only just a dream.

10/9/10

the ? isn't what song you're playing, but are you in tune?

10/6/10

"When only love
could break these chains,
You gave your life
in a Beautiful Exchange."
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine,
stars in our eyes cause we're having a good time
I'm so happy, I could die.
I'll be your best friend,
yeah I'll love you forever.
Up in the clouds,
we'll go higher than ever.
I'm so happy I could die...
and it's alright.
She was what I wanted,
exactly what I needed.
She was what I fantasized,
she was what I dreamed.
And it would be so perfect,
if her and me was we.
Why couldn't I just tell her my feelings?
We were meant to be.
So tell me what you want to hear. Maybe something that were like those years? So sick of all the insincere so I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

When it hits, better make it worth the fall.

Won't see it coming when it happens.
But when it happens, 
you're gonna feel it. Lemme tell you know..
See, when love comes...
it knocks you down.

I told you time and again...

...that you never win. I've told you time and again.
Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea,
That would show you, that would make you hurt like me
All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame
To let you walk away

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on his lips
Shut it out
I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down

I'll tear myself away
That is what you need
There is nothing left to say

But
Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind...

...or are we ashes and wine?

you
 only
  live
   once.
People say they're ok, but the truth is
They aren't.

10/4/10

1 Universe
9 Planets
204 Countries
809 Islands
7 Seas

& I had the privilage to meet you.