music holds my secret.: December 2010

12/29/10

This time I want it all,
I'm showing you all my cards,
and giving you my heart.

I got my speakers going hammer

-BAMMER, BAMMER, BAMMER!

12/26/10

"The greatest pleasure in life is doing, what people say you cannot do"

Thank you lord,
for coming to this earth. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if you never did.
But then I snap back into reality and realize that I'm happier knowing you did.
One of your promises I wanna remember forever is:

"I loved you yesterday,

I love you still.

I always have
& I always will".

...ditto.

"I took this picture while thinking of the girl i love. the feeling of holding her in my arms and of talking to her and just seeing her. i really want to be with her, but i have not the courage to tell her. i am just trying to give her signs. but i am happy right now just because of that beautiful feeling =)"

PREACH bro.

12/24/10

PLEASE

get out of my head.

she's 5'5 with brown eyes

& has a smile like the sunrise.

In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are. And in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories. But never ever second guess who you are, where you have been and most importantly where it is you're going.
-REAL

You electrify my life

Let's conspire to ignite

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away.

WHAT y'all niggas want?
Can't touch!

12/21/10

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.

If only you knew what I knew.

Then you could see just what I see.
You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.

You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.

I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how ironic and that we're all so blind.

If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.

And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.

Cause everything ain't what I used to know.

And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.

There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

12/14/10

wow♥

Determination:

will get you through this.

Unless your name is G o o g l e

stop acting like you fucking

know everything.

-thanks.

Some people come into our lives & leave

footprints on our hearts. Others come into

our lives & make us wanna leave

footprints on their face

Were wasting time

fighting over shit that don't really matter.

Wish I could start on a brand new chapter.

I've seen this type of thing before

and I already know how this story unfolds

All I wanna do is love you, take my time

and read between the lines.

So when she speak, listen.

This is her decision,

And you keep on messing up the words.

12/10/10

Be honest,

even when it hurts.

I should probably tell you.

...is blind.

And it'll take over your mind.

What you think is love, is truly not.

You need to elevate and find...

everyone thinks that i have it all

but it's so empty living behind these castle walls

won't somebody tell me

so I can understand?

12/7/10

"I wanna eat my bread in peace and tell the devil no,

reach for the stars and tell God, "I'll never sell my soul".

That's Riight, I'm Doin MY thang.

Half the time the world is ending, truth is I am done pretending. Too much time, too long defending, you and I, are done pretending. I never thought that I'd have anymore to give. Your pushing me so far, so here I am without you. Drink, to all that we have lost, mistakes we have made. Everything will change, but love remains the same.