2/28/11

I feel like making dreams come true.


It's this ONE thing you did.


I can’t deny it, I'm tired of trying.
There's nothin left to do but to keep on seein' you.
Memories just keep ringing bells.

I'm hoping you can keep a secret.


2/13/11



What do you say to taking chances? What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below, or a hand to hold, or hell to pay...what do you say?
Choice, not chance, determines human destiny.
-Robert W. Ellis 
Here I am with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking.

2/4/11

So....

...HOW does this work again?
The one I WANT doesn't know if they want me or someone else,
and the one I DON'T want, just wants me.
EFF everything.
Maybe this is all in me head...yea, thats it:)

2/1/11

The Dog Days Are Over.


90210.

‎An old Cherokee chief was teaching his grandson about life. "There's a great fight going on inside of all of us" he told him. "And it's a fight between two wolves. One is evil. He is anger, envy, guilt, sorrow and ego. And the other is good. He is joy, love, hope, truth and faith". The grandson asked, "Which wolf will win?" And the cheif replied, "The one you feed".

God, our heavenly father. Oh, God...and my father who is also in heaven. May the light of this flickering candle illuminate the night the way your spirit illuminates my soul. Can you hear me? Can you see me? Can you find me in this night? Are you near me? CAN you hear me? Can you help me not be frightened? Looking at the skies I seem to see a million eyes, which ones are yours? Where are you now that yesterday has waved goodbye and closed its doors? The night is so much darker...the wind is so much colder. The world I see is so much bigger now that I'm alone. Please forgive me, try to understand me. Don't you know I had no choice? Can you hear me praying? Anything I'm saying? Even though the night is filled with voices? I remember everything you taught me. Every book I've ever read. Can all the words in all the books help me to face what lies ahead? The trees are so much taller and I feel so much smaller. The moon is twice as lonely and the stars are half as bright.

Jesus, how I love you.
Jesus, how I need you.
Jesus, how I miss you...wishing me...
.."goodnight".
STRENGTH for today and bright hope for tomorrow.
Morning by morning, new mercies I see.
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me from His hand
Til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I stand