1/25/11

So don't you bring me down today.


Now and then, I get insecure from all the pain,
 I'm so ashamed.

Everyday is so wonderful.



Forever united here somehow..

I guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too.



Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you.


Smile though your heart is aching 
Smile even though it's breaking. 
When there are clouds in the sky 
you'll get by. 
If you smile through your pain and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through 
For you. 
Light up your face with gladness, 
Hide every trace of sadness. 
Although a tear may be ever so near 
That's the time you must keep on trying 
Smile, what's the use of crying. 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile- 
If you just smile.


There's a light in the darkness of everybody's life.

1/20/11

Nobody told me the road would be easy....

....but I don't believe he's brought me this far to leave me.

1/17/11

We shine brighter than the stars together.

I'm in a Dream Awake.


Was I asleep the first time we embraced?

So tell me...

...have we been here before?
I know I've been lost in your smile many times,
but not this way before.


Saw you alone in the shade of the night, 
A distant reflection I caught in my eye 

1/11/11

Love doesn't run away
People do.
Since you went away,
All I do is cry.
Sometimes,
I'm afraid I'm only writing this book
to give my characters the happy ending I never got.
I don't want to be the same as everyone else.
it's not so much that I want to be different, I want to be better.
And that makes me ashamed.

One less bell to answer...