not rock bottom, nor the deepest, or the worst.
it's gonna take change.
a different me, a wiser, much smarter me.
it has to begin with choice.the choices I make, are being judged everyday.
by who? no one really knows,
but I have to pretend that you're watching.
it'll end, with character.who I become because of it,
will determine who i'm gonna be
for the rest of my life.
but hey, it's all gotta start somewhere.