"I won't even talk to her, and I won't even look at her. It'll be as if she doesn't exist"
I love when people say that.
Especially guys. Haha, i'm watching this show and this guy just said that to his girlfriend because of something that happened him and her bestfriend..in the past.
But, I laughed.
Why?
Because, it is impossible to forget someone like that.
Honestly, the only way that that is ever achieved..is if one of you die!
Trust me, from experience, it will never happen.
So please, get it OUT of your head.
Your a fool to even think that that is possible bud.
Wanna know why?
Because she lives and breathes.
And as long as you both are alive, you're bound to run into each other, or see her somewhere.
Now tell me, honestly, when you do, what are you gonna say? Or do?
Here's what your gonna do.
You'll be walking somewhere, maybe down the street or down the hall.
Or maybe you're at the same event, i don't know just imagining where you could run into her.
Then without warning, as your eyes may be floating across the room, or down the hall,
you see her and IF you're lucky she doesn't see you.
But honestly...you're never that lucky.
So then, your eyes meet.
And for a second, you think of everything that has happened to lead to that moment.
Everything that has happened, as to why you're the way you are now.
And then...you'll hear it.
You try to stop it with all your might, but you should've know better.
You should've known that it was inevitable, that you can't stop something like this.
It's like, "when an unstoppable force meets and impenitrable object".
But, just as if it were someone talking to you..you hear it go..."bah-boom".
Secretly..deep in that cavity in your chest.
You advert your eyes quickly (obviously) to try to pretend that that never happened.
You might even purposely start talking to someone else to try to ignore what you clearly just heard or who you clearly just saw.
But you can't ignore it, because you heard it.
& You can't pretend she wasn't there, because you saw her.
And she saw you.
And then THIS is the part where everything changes.
You start to wonder, "there is NO way she saw me".
(you know she did, but your in denial) so to prove something to yourself (or secretly, you just want another look) you look up.
And one of two things can happen.
1. You look up and she's gone and you go on with your life "pretending".
or
2. You look up, and there she is looking at you.
Either way, you'll hear it again
as if someone beside you was talking, you'll hear it.
Deep within that cavity...
..."Bah-Boom".
