I remember this...goodtimes (n)

I wish I could believe you, then i’ll be alright. But now, everything you’ve told me really doesn’t apply... to the way I feel inside. Loving you was easy, once upon a time. But now, my suspicions of you have multiplied...and it’s all because you lied.  I just can’t seem to get over the way you hurt me. Don’t know how you gave another, who didn’t mean a thing...the very thing you gave to me. I thought I could forgive you. And I know you’ve changed. As much as I want to trust you, I know it’s not the same...and it’s all because you lied. I may never understand why. I’m doing the best that I can and I’ve tried and i’ve tried to forget this, but I’m much too full of resentment. I’ll always remember feeling, like I was no good. Like I couldn’t do it for you, like your “other” could. And it’s all because you lied. I loved you more than ever, more than my own life. The best part of me I gave you, it was sacrificed...and it’s all because you lied. I only give you a hard time cause I can’t go on and pretend like I’ve tried and i’ve tried to forget this...cause I’m TOO DAMN FULL OF RESENTMENT.

I know he was attractive, but I was here first. I’ve been riding with you for four years. Why did I deserve... to be treated this way by you. I know you’re probably thinking, “what’s up with me”? I’ve been crying for too long.

What did you do to me?

I used to be...so strong.

 Now you took my soul.

I’m crying, yes I’M crying. I just can’t stop crying. You could’ve told me...you weren’t happy. I know you didn’t wanna hurt me...

...but look what you’ve done to me now.

I’ve gotta look at him in the eyes...and see he’s had half of me.

How could you lie?

"The Worst part about being lied to

is realizing you weren't worth the truth"

I hope no one EVER goes through this.