9/9/10

one.love.

I'm always torn between wanting to tell
my story to everyone and let them know
exactly what is in my head or keeping
it to myself. The problem is being
outwardly unhappy and consistently so
pushes people away, no matter if they
say they're always there to listen,
there is only so much your best friends
can listen to. On the other hand, to
pretend that everything is fine is to
poison yourself from the inside out; it
is to ignore who you are and lose 
yourself. So which is better? To have
friends that think you are melodramatic, 
seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to
drown in your own mind?